Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Cancer...

Its my mother she was diagnosed with breast cancer a few weeks ago,and Im going back to New York for her partial mastectomy.The doctors have not found that it has spread anywhere else.So that is the great news,coming from the Worst Possible news anyone could ever receive.
When this disease finally hits your family,it almost takes on a very Ominous aura of its on..It makes some people freak out..others go numb,some go into crisis mode..Im feeling ALL those..
Im not exactly sure about how this makes me feel,but this flight Im taking home Sunday,makes me feel like I could be going home for the last time to see my Mom,Even though I know it wont be.The myriad of feelings and thoughts that are going through my head are distressing..But Im keeping a good attitude and IM praying alot.Which belive it or not has made me feel a bit better..I suppose thats all anyone can do right?...
Well Thanks for letting me vent,I dont mean to be Bobby Bummer ..But I needed to let alittle of this out of my head..
Talk to everyone soon..take care and call your Mom& DAD today and tell them You Love them...

1 comment:

Jeeze O Pete said...

E- You know it will be okay, be safe on your trip, keep your head up and know you have friends to help you through this. I will keep your mother in my prayers