Thursday, March 27, 2008

Musing my Current Status

Reflecting.... is it something we knowingly do?..or is it something that happens to us when we don't want it too???...Thus its impact being so Strong...
It just seems that when I want to be around people I know,theres know one around,and when I want to be alone?..Everyone I know calls,and everyone just obviously ..is around..As I gaze upon the refection of myself looking back at me.I wonder if I will ever stop trying to improve who I am?
When when my life clearly is going well,and looks as if its on its own autopilot,life as it were ..Tends to shake things up..Make them worse then it once was,or is it Change that is the culprit??...But when time goes by..and I look back..or "Reflect" Its as if things are they way they should have been..and What ever I have gone through to get to that point,know matter how bad it was. or how unsettling its been..?..It always puts you to the place you are now..Which is the perfect place to be...